've had enough.

I've seen the candle's light blown off, even with extra protections..
5am, taking bath with my light off, I realised the essential..
You search for the shampoo, you search for the toothbrush..
Yet is hard to aim, when applying the toothpaste..

Life is happy, with the light on..
Once it is shut, I found myself merely breathing..
Pause for awhile, awaited light is on..
Yet this time I utter the damn true words..

1 step back from my 22 total steps..
I see clearer with 1 step wrong..
Cross the bridge and let the crossing welcomed by the awaiting angels..
Foe or friend, I blame no more..